Twenty-eight

Twenty-Eight!  WOW! 😥

Hard to believe that my sweet baby girl would be 28 today.

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As I start this year of being 46 years old, I am making new commitments to myself.  To celebrate the good. Leave bad things in the past where they belong. Remember the lessons from it all.  To be grateful for even the crappiest of things that has happened in my life, because all of my experiences add up to the total that make me Me!

And that somehow includes God’s decision to keep my Marian with Him instead of letting her be here with me, and leaving me unable to have children.

Happy Birthday Marian!  Momma loves you!

I hear the cry of a child

From far, far away

And I wonder if the crying

Is my Marian trying to say:

 

It’s OK, so please don’t frown,

It was not your fault at all.

Now I am sitting here in Heaven

And GOD said that I could call.

 

So I called to say I love you,

And I hope that you’re alright.

I hope my call won’t sadden you,

And keep you up all night.

 

Well, I have to go now.

Please be happy and don’t fret.

‘Cause I am sitting here on GOD’s lap

Getting the best care I can get.

 

saying goodbye

 

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