Not Ready

I have tried

I have held the tool

Then I think of you


You treat me horribly

I will never measure up.

But what can I do?

I am not what you want

Not what you need.

And I am not sure you can ever

be that for me.

So where do we go

Where do we turn from here?

I promised forever

But can I

Will I last?

Can I find the strength?

Did I commit us both

to a life of pain?

I love You

I do.

But I don’t know if it is enough

Where do I go from here.

I’m not ready for what might be next.

I’m Not Ready

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