Tomorrow?

It showed up again
It isn’t mine
It does not belong to me
That doesn’t stop it from coming
It rips at my heart
Stupid useless muscle
Does not even know what it is supposed to do
What good is it?
Just cut it out
You’re doing a good job so far.
Finish it
Finish me
Wrung out
Wrapped tight
Find somewhere for it to go
Or let me fall.
I can’t take the pain
Love is an illusion
Pain is real
Truth, honesty, loyalty
Why isn’t it enough?
FU for making me feel this way
But you won’t win
I will see another day

Boo 2-10-21