my friend

out of nowhere
you appear
to my heart and soul
you grow dear
what a silly girl I was
and now come the tears

I bared my soul
gave my trust away
won’t do it again
not beyond this day
no matter the pretty words
the next might say

my heart is broken
emotions are raw
I’ve always bounced back
no matter the disappointment I saw
but you my friend
may have changed it all

as I sit and ponder
trying to figure
what could I have done
for you to not pull the trigger
once again alone with my pain
as I sit here and wait on the digger