Indecision

Fear
Caring
Rejection
Love
Confusion
The decision must be made.
This limbo must not go on.
Can I do it alone?
Do I want to?
Will misery follow me?
Sleeping alone.
Living alone.
Being alone.
Will the fact that it’s over
be harder or leave me happier?
Will there ever be love?
Real love?
Will my heart ever not hurt again?
Can I forget?
Can I try?
Will my heart make it?
Do I even care anymore?
Am I strong enough to do it?
Am I strong enough to not do it?
Is there happiness hiding here?
Is there happiness anywhere else?
Is being alone alone
better than being alone with someone?
So confused.
The indecision is real.
Torn in two.
Can’t someone tell me what to do?