Wheels Spinning

Type A
Candle burned at both ends
Depression
Failing Health
Fear of the Unknown
What if it’s not done?
What if someone else does it wrong?
What if I let them down?
Rest?
So much to be done.
What’s the worst that could happen?
Push myself into that heart attack
That seems to be inevitable?
Worry
Can’t let it go
Guilt
What isn’t being done?
Shouldn’t I be doing something?
Doctor’s Orders:
REST
Hard to shut down
But yet I am so very tired
My body is exhausted
My brain is drained
Maybe words will help
Be my release
Slow down the wheels.
Give the hamsters a break
Warm water
A book
A glass of wine
Something has to work
I need to breathe.

Boo 10-23-21

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