I have been battling some internal struggles lately.
Are my dreams stupid?
Is it time to give them up?
Has my WHY changed?
Do I have it in me to succeed?
Am I reaching out to the wrong people?
Why did I lose so much of the support I had even a year ago?
Did I change?
Did My goals change
Did THEIR goals change?
What should I do next?
Is an 8-5 employee all I will ever be?
Do I deserve more?
Do I deserve happiness?
Am I even worthy of my hopes and dreams?
That last one STOPPED my thinking right in its tracks!
WHY on Earth am I questioning my WORTH?
I KNOW I am worthy of great things!
I BELIEVE that God put me here for MORE!
I BELIEVE that I do my best EVERY DAY and deserve the best to come back to me!
Things I have to remember:
I do not control other people’s actions!
I can not help those who don’t FEEL my message, or are simply in too negative of a mindset themselves at this moment to accept my positive mindset into their lives.
If I present a solution to someone, no matter how much I want to see them succeed, they can’t without putting in the work, and that is on them!
I know there are more people who want my help are out there! I just need to search for a new way to find them. Which probably means it is time for me to get UNCOMFORTABLE!
After coming this far, WHY would I Ever QUIT NOW???
If you have read this far, THANK YOU! Thank You for listening! Sometimes when things aren’t going as planned, I start to doubt myself. Doubt my abilities and what I stand for. I know that I am good at what I do! And I know that I LOVE the fitness studio that I have built, Phoenix Fitness with Body By BrendaT, and being a Beachbody Coach, more than anything else I have ever done! I know that if I figure out a way to reach out to the people who relate to me, that I could do great things with who I have become. I CAN and I WILL!
Because the OLD ME tried to surface and tear me down just because something wasn’t clicking into place. Well, the OLD ME was WEAK! The OLD ME would let something like someone else not believing in me, break me down.
The NEW ME? Quite Frankly, doesn’t Give a F#@K what they think!
I’m STRONGER than the beat down girl that I used to be!
I GOT THIS!