tired

We all have days
Right?
We all have moments of weakness
Right?
We all know what we need to do
Right?
We all know that we just need to give it our best
Right?
We all fuck up from time to time
Right?
So why do I feel like I do more than my share?
And why do I always seem to be the one apologizing ?
Even when it isn’t me
Even when I am not in the wrong
Even when I DID do my best
Why do I feel like I failed
Failed him? Them? Myself? Everyone?
The veil of darkness has been thick lately.
The veil is hiding me.
The veil is trying to take over
I fight,
But I am tired